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"Sometimes you’re in the dark for so long
that you don’t even notice that the lights
are back on
and I didn’t realize how happy I was
until my best friend pointed it out
and I could’ve sworn I was bleeding
last night
but the scars are all 4 months faded
and my mouth tastes more like you
and less like metal
and maybe I’ve come back to life
and maybe I never died like I thought I did"



"Is it selfish to say I want you the whole fucking time? I want you in my head. I want you in my bed. I want your hands all over my thighs. Give me your tightest grip. I want to exhale all of my loneliness and sadness to you. I want to breathe you in. I want you. I want you and I want you to want me too."


"

It is sad
That some people
Aren’t waiting
For their
Happy ending
Anymore.

They are
Just
Waiting for
The End.

"



"the thought of someone else touching you makes me sick to my stomach"


"In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me.
I did it myself."



"The thing I’m most afraid of is me. Of not knowing what I’m going to do. Of not knowing what I’m doing right now."


"If your past calls and tells you that he misses you, hang up calmly and go hug your present"


"He will brush against your thigh and pretend that he didn’t, and he’ll look you in the eyes and tell you he likes them. He will take the band out of your ponytail because he likes your hair long, he will let you listen to his favourite song and it will get stuck in your head. He will kiss your lips until they are numb and he will hold your hands until they go numb too. Don’t watch the sunset with him, because you won’t be able to watch it again without missing the smell of his cologne. Don’t make him call you by your nickname, because afterwards you won’t be able to hear it. Your heart will be heavy and so will your head but just remember you were beautiful before he said so."


"It’s okay if I’m not
your favorite
chapter you have
written,
but I hope you
sometimes smile
when you flip
back to the pages
I was still a part of."



disneykin:

ppl who think that saying “I love you” to someone a lot makes it lose it’s meaning are so boring literally what could make you think that? if someone tells you they love you like 3 times in an hour it means that 3 separate times they were sitting there and thinking about you and how wonderful you are like. smh. say I love you to everyone that you love as often as possible bc sometimes it’s easy to forget that there are people who love you

"I barely noticed loneliness anymore; it was my normal condition, by necessity if not by nature."